Reasons Are Lies.

There's ten thousand fireflies, but not one of them light up my life as you do.

So uh the day after pizzahut(tuesday I think), I watched movie with Elainee, Mengkit, Kenny, Farhan. Leslie went off before the show because he wanted to fish. Watched Fourth Kind. Some alien show? Yea. Was supposed to work but manager called and told me I need not go over to Paragon to help out anymore. I needed the break I guess. I need a long break now. I can't seem to get things done. I can't settle down anymore. Need to focus on studies, but I just get into my emo mode again whenever I'm alone at home during the wee hours. And I'm now home only during the wee hours for most days, with work and stuff.

Yesterday was Sherlock Holmes day. Had Astons for dinner and then watched Sherlock Holmes with Elainee, Mengkit, Kenny, Leslie, Jon and Renyong. Nice. The storyline is cool. Excellent logic from Sherlock Holmes as usual. Went to play Band Hero after that. Headed home.

Had school today. Got 74/100 for MAEC. Sucked totally. I kinda expected at least an 80 plus. 74 was something that shook my inner self for a moment, but I picked myself up. Gotta pay more attention and work harder I guess.

Sitting in front of Sharlynn now during BLAW lecture ^^ She silently agrees to be my gf. LOL. Hahaha. I know that she know that I know that she'd be reading my blog soon :P

Working later at NorthPoint. Gonna be tired. My shoes are killing me. And I am dying. Lol. Whatever. At least it stops me from thinking about things and start thinking about the pain.

Signing off now. I've made a new email account :)

It's babyyang@live.com.

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I'm back! :) I think I should really quit trying to be a barista. Because I fucking suck at it. I get damn emo whenever I fail to make a heart. For recent trials it's failures to even bring out the foam. It's super demoralising. Sigh. I shall continue trying anyway, cos Sharlynn supports me all the way! I know she does HAHAHA :P Tired. I was watching out for my stop when the stop slipped away from me right under my nose and I missed 2 stops before I stopped thinking about things and started realising that I was over my stop. Oh well. Went opposite side and bus-ed back.

I want go Domanchi. Got 30% discount for members from 7th Jan-17th Jan ^^ Excited about it. Gonna buy clothes :)

A lot of tutorials and projects and muggings to be done. And I mean a lot, like, a big pile of shit rolling up and it's gonna overwhelm me when the toilet rush comes, or rather, the dateline/exams. Argh. Whatever. I'll try my best to cope. I hope I don't collapse before that.

Loves.