Reasons Are Lies.

What's up blogger. I have sore throat plus fever plus muscle aches. What's your side of the story?

Owned BLAW today. Was a breeze. Simple as that. Overall, A B C. In details, p-u-r-e o-w-n-a-g-e.

I'm thinking of MC-ing for work today. Will be calling Lieke later see if she needs people. Or not then I'd stay home to rest because I really can't take work. Oh and I think I feel a toothache not.

Humans, being humans, they're only positive towards you when you've done things in their favour. After that those things go to the back of the mind and they treat you as if nothing happened. I suppose this is similar to the concept of Past Consideration. The literal meaning of it, would mean that whatever decision is going to be made for the future, should not be affected by past implications. Once it's over, it's over. Money spent on treating are simply water poured away, with no residues. Care and concern given are forgiven, but grudges kept close to their heart. They never go the extra mile to make sure that everyone is happy, but just simply do things that will make themselves happy. Selfish beings are what I call them. I don't rant when I don't see the need to so this is something I need to shit out. You people need to learn what give and take is and grow up.

I've had enough of it. So much for going the extra mile and trying to blend in. I'd rather be around a group who're appreciative of me and knows how to respect me as a friend, at least.

I'm happy and unhappy. I should stop trying to make things better since they are already at their best in other people's eyes. Whatever.

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Welcome! Back to the empire of the great-o-complaining one and the one who owned BLAW hands down. He's back from work, and he'll tell you that the customers today for Bakerzin from 3-6 were (10-5-3-2). Yes. No customers. Totally. Kiao kah time for him! So he decided to spam coffee and make his heart again. His 5th trial was for Mr Simon Hew AKA outlet manager, which was a double shot mocca. Hard control but he did it! Though Mr Manager happily decided that he would want to watch and pressure me while the great-o-one shakes out the heart and that made him overshake a little, but no sweat! The heart was still out :D With a bit of ugly truth along it. He gladly took a picture of his masterpiece of the day before letting Mr Manager taking a blissful sip out of the cup of heavenly made coffee. The comment of the milk not being hot enough came out and the great-o-one's heart kinda crashed slightly? But it will never defeat his determination to become a good barista.

I want to be a good barista.

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Studying MAEC. Thank you Sharlynn for asking about my fever :) Touched emotionally haha.
Just took my medicine, after eating Mac's grilled terriyaki burger meal. The meal made my throat worse instead. Thank you Sharlynnnnnnnnnnnnn :) Ai si ni le.

And I just remembered that Zheng Guo said that he would be giving a treat on friday after MAEC paper. Finally his turn! Always I treating the group cos I'm the "sole breadwinner" of the group -.- Goodluck to Zheng Guo on his wallet too ^^ Ai si ni le too :D I just died twice lol

LOL Okay moving on. The egypt strawberry I ate yesterday seemed to have anti-oxidised my mouth, meaning that my mouth is now damn dry no matter how much water I drink, and what type of water I drink. Nutri-soy, Ice lemon tea, plain water, name it, I've tried it. Wait maybe I should drink condensed oxygen so my throat would "breathe" again ._.

Nothing more to move on actually.

Sorry for this super long post. I've got so much to crap about if I want to do some good blogging.

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I hope this is the last add-on, before it covers the whole page.

Even if you have another love,
I can't forget you,
I can't turn back around.

The moment my eyes began to burn,
the moment my heart was captured by you,
I have no regrets, I chose you.

Reality check. My life is not some fairy tale that's about "die loving or die trying, with a pinch of time wastage". Need to keep checking how I'm doing. Or I'd be going bonkers over not being able to get her as my girl.