I drank:
-1 Barcadi Breezer (Peach flavour) [4%++ alcohol]
-1 kool t(A refreshing blend of authentic green tea and scotch whisky) [8% alcohol]
-1 cup of XO [40%+ alcohol]
But I still feel... troubled. And mixed feelings. And bitter inside. And stupid. Okay enough for all the talking of crap. Jason's getting a job for me from Challenger again. I hope I can get it. Should provide me with more dough to spend. But money don't mean to me. I don't need anything to spend. I rather have someone else beside me than to have a pile of money beside me. Oh I'm supposed to try and make this more 'warm'. HEY GUYS! GO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY YOURSELVES ALRIGHT? =DD Bhai. I'm off to try and use another bottle of green apple vodka to make myself drunk. Problems don't disappear with drinking. They turn into nightmares in the dreamy life. My life ain't dreamy. It's some kind of road with spiked thorns, with me being the only willing traveller on the whole stupid journey and having the hope that the end of this stretch of road is worth every effort that I've done to endure it all. I'm tired.
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