Welcome, where the past has passed and life is sad if all you do is just live. Crying tears that should have remained dry. I may not be tough enough to live on truth alone, but I know I don't need to be.
Happy Chinese New Year yes? Hope your ang baos money's a lot, cos mine only amounted to 110 dollars. Ate hell lot of oranges. Around 30 plus I think. Orangephobic now lol. Been playing DotA and doing crap on the computer for days. Guess I gotta move my ass into gear 8 to start preparations for final exams. Know it'll be hard because the holiday/CNY mood is getting to people, but yet the finals are just there right in front of you. Life is a struggle after all. Strive to live.
I've come to realise some things in the year 2009. Gained some, lost some. That's what normally happens. To me, it's not all about what my parents expect of me. All the university, good results, great manager, CEO etc. I don't give a damn about what the society expects you to be. I just want to do what I want to do. I don't need a high-paying job. I don't need the stress that comes along with that job. It's all about passing-by life and getting along well enough to be happy about things. My life belongs to me and nobody else shall have a say to it. Selfish? In a way yes. But the one who wants to control my life would also be considered selfish to have me abiding by his/her expectations too?
New year resolutions.
-Smoke. I'll do this, with or without distorted perceptions from friends around me. Of course unless my girl wants me to quit it.
-Gym. More of this in 2010. Time-management.
-Save up. I need to stop treating friends and wasting money. Start saving. For wedding expenses. Aha -.-
So that's my 3 main ones. Sub ones I don't care so yeap. Of course. Club to celebrate my 18th birthday. Lol. This year is one hell of a year. No pictures. Going to study with Jon later :) Tatas love.
Lovingly, yours.
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