Today's gonna be like so boring. I keep procrastinating gym ._. OKOK. I'm like bluffing to myself that I'll go gym and stuff but arghhhhhh. I keep getting pulled back by dance videos and wanting to infuse them into my actions-dictionary for the freestyling part. I know it's supposed to be like, feel the music and do the shit but... You don't know/have any shit to do then what's gonna happen? Just stand there sway to music meh LOL. No right! So yah lo.
Met people in school and hung out with them. Found Kai Xin! :D HAHA. Told you I was a pro stalker. Oh well anyway. Then had dinner with qi sheng, Shawn, Daren and Christabel :) Went home after that.
I just hope the CCAs will stop me from thinking so much retarded stuff. Tsk. Oh well. Jia Yuan just asked me if I wanted to club next next friday, 1st of May. Tix selling for $20 or around there. Anybody interested? =) Wouldn't hurt to try out something new. Shouldn't miss the chance just because you don't know how to dance or scared of clubbing or cos underage or something. That's just an excuse pfft.
Anyway, I just realised something. It's like, suddenly everybody's doing their own stuff, in their own cliques, with their own classmates. Kinda losing the bond there. I guess it's just what happens during orientation camps, that it's the norm. Seems like moving on's the right idea, instead of harping on the old days. Time to get involved in my own life, stop following others and tagging behind them, and get what I really want. Because I've seen enough, it's just not worth it to be beside them. Your presence isn't even appreciated sometimes, you're treated like a casual friend who has nothing better to do, and everybody can't be bothered with you till they're done with their own things. You're just treated like some random friend-cum-current-stranger when you say hello to those in their own-already-formed-cliques. That bond was strong, now it's just some hi-bye friend thing. Some don't even bother to say hi/bye. That's like, totally worse. Guess it's perceived by everybody as something that happens oh-so-often that it's not even worth thinking about.
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